Drinking Myself Back to Reality

Um, I'm really bored because I have a paper due in a little less than three hours and I had to skip a class to have time to write it. I'm just finding ways to avoid any more writing, or this case typing.  I hope ya'll are pimpin' over yonder.

paz

3:23 I just finished my paper and now I'm screwing around again.....all is right with the world : )

I'm home for Thanks Giving.......PARTY!!

Happy Halloween Kids!

Being Halloween, I thought I'd tell ya'll something scarey.  

I have noticed a disturbing trend among collegiate young men. Taking a piss in the bathroom stalls without closing the door. Ummmmm yeah, closing the freakin' door.......and wash your freakin' hands.  What the heck kids.

love as always,

nathaniel

So is anyone else pissed that Jeffery won "Project Runway" last night. What the freak. Uli so should've won and not that heroin addict. I was really pissed. Grrrrrr, that no neck crack head. 


I just really hate Jeffery, he's a butt-head. yeah that's right I went there.

p.s. I'm super awesome at college

I'm off to Tallahassee, bye everyone. I've always been bad about keeping intouch, but to all who read this I will miss you with all sincerity.

¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡AVENTURA!!!!!!!!

p.s. on a side note my last 3 entries have had 3 comments and 3 is my favorite number awesome

much love amigos

Getting everything ready for  moving is a pain, and my natural laziness doesn't really help much. I'm excited about "BIG" college though, and I actually bought new clothes and if I completely fail at FSU atleast I'll look hott doing it. hehehee

hurray for superficiality

I'm a little embarassed to admit this, but I love the "Snakes on a Plane" song. Ummmm I threw up for the first time in several years yesterday. I'm just a wild and crazy kid.

I'm kind of sad right now and my head hurts, I'll be moving to Tallahassee soon. Go NOLES!!!! I'm a Gators fan though

I feel like a loser at the moment. Not having a car makes me an inconvenience to people and adding this insecurity to a host of others AND my fear of  rejection really kind of makes me the aforementioned "loser"

on a brighter note, I look HOTT

¡hoy es mi cumpleaños!

todos están invitados

amor

me

My birthday is July 8 everybody, (like ya'll didn't know)

And I thought of this really cool idea

WAS IST ES?

WEEEELLLLLLLLL.........

Me and friends will go clubbin' and all the dudes will where fake mustaches, It's amazing I know.

I was thinking the girls should too, but that doesn't seem too attractive, SOOOOOooo if any of ya'll have any good ideas of what the girls should do for my super amazing 20th birthday, ummmm holla.

end transmission

P.S. you're all invited!!!!!!!!!!

I really try not to be an asshole to people

But when it comes down to it, I deserve all my insecurities and notions of lonliness

hmmmmmmmmm

I get over things quickly.........I wonder if that means I never really cared in the first place.

I Nathaniel Vincent De La Cruz 

have

 CONQUERED TECHNOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my internet connection back, and I installed everything by myself

I'm a big boy now sluts

good to see ya'll again

LOVES!!!!!!!

I'm just about to be off to Orlando for MEGACON!!! What's that you ask??? Only the largest Sci-Fi/Anime convention in Florida.  Now I don't know if it's the "largest" but exaggeration makes this entry more entertaining.  I'm gonna rock it Treckki style WOOHH!!!!

I'm taking this antibiotic for my acne which is also commonly used to treat STDs.

Two birds with one stone hehehehe

SLUTZ!!!

The other day I saw my first gay couple with a child. It made me smile, they seemed really happy with their jeans and tucked in t-shirts and their "manly" beards. They looked like good fathers and one of the dads was carrying the child on his shoulders, the little boy was cute and dopey and oblivious to everything. They were really energetic and nice. I guess it just made me happy to see a hopeful prospect of my future in front of me.

The other day my mother told me that across the street from where she was painting there were a bunch of cop cars outside this house. The whole place was taped off with police tape and when she got to her job site, the door was wide open. She had one of the officers check it out for her and thankfully no one was there, the owner had forgotten to close the door tightly. Later my mother tells me what had happened across the street. In the house there lived an elderly couple in their 80s I believe, the wife had Alzheimer's and her husband had recently found out that he was terminally ill. The husband didn't want to leave his wife alone when he died, so he took a gun and shot his wife and then himself in their backyard. This was such a sad story, it's like movie shit, but despite the obvious tragedy I thought it was such a beautiful display of true love. It's so sad but strangely beautiful. All I can say to sum it up is "That is Love"

I'm watching a documentary on Skin-Heads and it's so sad to see such stupidity. Hate is not something we should harbor, it's a hindrance to growing. It doesn't progress anything. It's makes me sad that some people just don't see that we're all brothers and sisters and we all deserve love, respect, and acceptance.

My name is Nathaniel Vincent De La Cruz and I want everyone to know that you are all my brothers and sisters and I love you. You are also all cordially invited to my big, future gay wedding when I marry a tall, dark, handsome, bearded, Jewish man.

¡mazel tov!

I guess I'm just a big loser, but if anyone wants to skip school and fuck work and go with me to FSU tomorrow that would be GREAT!! I'm such a nerd I know, but I just don't want to go alone. I'l be up for a while SOOOOOoooo everyone should totally comment and be like Nate I'd love to go to Tally and be super cool with you and if not just throw some pity comments my way ; ) heheh. I'm gone OH and you gotta be 18 but I think ya'll are so rock it.

( 10:02 Genius )

Fucking rich text and it's deletion of my shit. OH well, I just wrote about how I'm going to Tallahassee tomorrow to see Andrew Bird at FSU and I'll probably be making the trip alone which makes me muy sad. I guess it's my fault for sucking. AND what the crap Nick Verreos, you totally got voted off last night. Despite this I'm excited because there is definitely more spice in the show now WOOHHH!!!!.

( ¿Qué? )

I like things in Black and White, it makes things easier. Things that are up "in the air" bother me, because there's always an uncertainty about them. I want to know what's up now, so I can make a plan, I like structure, to an extent. I don't want people to think that they have to stop their lives to cater to me, I just wish their lives were a part of mine.

love ya